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Big Brother 11: Natalie The Enemy Of All That Is Good And Decent And Right
Live Feed Spoiler and Commentary by Cindy Rutolo Dietrich
September 9, 2009
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In the absence of light,
darkness prevails.
- Buddhist Adage
Michele lived in a Big Brother house of hell filled with liars and rats.
Two narcissistic, pathological liars ran the house. Many felt they both might also be sociopaths. Both of them were evil, soulless schemers.
Both of them had the same favorite victim stuck in their crawl, She never did anything to them. Nothing at all. Her name was Michele.
So, it comes to this, I thought, as the live eviction show starts at last. I wondered, what would they let the devil say, live? What would Julie ask? What would Michele say back? What the hell was about to happen? None of it would be good.
I could feel it in my gut. It was churning. My thoughts were burning. Before she even opened up her mouth, I wanted to press my fingertips against her lips. Be a fly in her ear. Say, Shh, we are here. But, we can't help.
We stand outside, helplessly hoping. Hopelessly watching as the devil's choices make us feel hopeless. But, we bounce back fast. Right before Michele won the POV, that kept her inside the house, she was so raw and broken, I wanted her gone.
It had become such a cruel cutting place. I didn't think it would be healthy for her to stay anymore. But, she showed us all, by winning the POV. So, Michele's a bounce back fast girl too. But, I'm still almost glad that's she out of that place at last.
Anger, big and bright and red. stirs and burns inside my head. I start wondering, will the rats be waiting to tear into Michele, in the Jury House now?
Michele says, that she's been called a villain, a rat, and a devil. She puts on her devil ears. She's shaking, and I'm shaking with rage. Take the devil ears off. Don't buy into it! Don't you believe it.
But, it's apparent, she does. When she said, I guess I played a dirty game, my brain spun out. I stomped out of the room. She never played a dirty game! The dirty game was played on her. It's playing still! Hearing her echo these lies, fries my brain. Oh, my, God!, I thought, Michele has become delusional.
She apparently believes the bullshit lies Natalie has spun about her. They've been telling her for weeks that she's the 'devil.' That she played a really dirty game. It disgusts me to even have to repeat such lies. I hate that she began doubting herself.
But, I guess I shouldn't have been surprised to find her thinking that she must have done something to warrant the accusations. If someone tells you that you look like a devil, at first you'll scoff. But, if they keep saying it over and over, you start looking in the mirror. Eventually, you start to see horns.
"When she says, "I guess I burned.....
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